Terror is
truly a natural, human response to the Transfiguration. Peter, James and John
are confronted with the blinding glory of Jesus's divinity and they can hardly
bear it. Perhaps they recalled Daniel's vision of the Ancient of Days, that
fiery majesty, that awesome glory (Dan. 7). Even 'the mountains melt like wax
before the Lord' (Ps. 97:5), so how could human frailty fare any better? But we
may also wonder, since the truth is that God loves us, and 'perfect love casts
out fear' (1 Jn 4:18), whether fear is ever an appropriate reaction to God's
presence among us?
I explored
these themes of fear and truth at the Transfiguration with the 7-11-year-olds
of the Blackfriars Family Mass earlier this year, by talking
about boggarts. If you've read Harry Potter, you'll know boggarts are
malevolent shapeshifters which adopt the appearance of whatever you most fear
(a giant spider, a mother-in-law, etc.). We are all so full of fears that the
boggart is really spoilt for choice. We fear things in our environment, things
that could happen to us or our loved ones (losing our job, falling ill, or
worse), and other people who can hurt us. Perhaps most of all, we fear
ourselves, with all our frailties and failures. We fear that, deep down, we are
not as good as we'd like to imagine. We fear we have a corrupt core. We fear,
in short, that our own transfiguration would show us monsters. The
boggart, however, has no core, no 'deep down' at all, only a
superficial power of illusion. It is easily dismissed when its ridiculous,
hollow reality is laughed away. It is truth, like love, that casts out fear.
The
Transfiguration is, of course, a moment of truth, a revelation that the glory
of God the Father belongs to Jesus even as a mortal man on earth. Outshining
Moses and Elijah, who represent the Law and Prophets, the radiant Jesus
provides a miraculous foretaste of his heavenly glory. So, as St Thomas
emphasises (ST 3.45.2), this is a moment of utter clarity. Jesus shows his
disciples (and us) that the road to the Cross will end in glorious triumph. He
wants their fear (and ours) to give way to joy. 'Arise, and be not afraid.'
(Matt. 17:7)
Let's be
clear: Jesus's humanity is in no way obliterated by his divinity, but the two
natures are perfectly united in the one person. As St Irenaeus says, 'The glory
of God is a human being fully alive.'
Let's be
clear: deep down we are good people, lovingly created by God to
praise his majesty and enjoy his precious gift of life. We all fall short of
his glory (Rom. 3:23) but our sins are forgiven in Christ and he
wants us to share in his divine glory too (2 Cor. 3:18; Phil. 3:21).
So, we have no reason to fear ourselves.
Let's be
clear, too, that it is only through faith that we can face the truth
and overcome out fears. St Peter, when his fear turns to faith after the
Resurrection of Jesus, preaches 'the prophetic message that is altogether
reliable' (2 Pet. 1:19). In good faith, Peter had earlier recognised the
present gulf between his imperfection and God's perfection: 'Lord, depart from
me, a sinner' (Luke 5:8). But it is also faith that enables Peter to
say, despite his fears, 'Rabbi, it is good for us to be here.' Even if, like
Peter, we do not quite overcome all our fears, let us still count on that same
faith to carry us through to glory.
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